Fully Alive: A Journey of Returning Home

Something has been distorted in the collective womb of humanity for a very long time.

And we mean humanity. Every body, every gender, every person who has ever felt the absence of being fully held. Who has ever moved through the world carrying grief that was not theirs to begin with. Who has ever wondered why the deepest part of them still feels like it is waiting for something it cannot name.

The womb is not only a physical space. It is the place of origin in all of us. The space of creation, of intuition, of coming home to the self. And it has been carrying wounds passed down through generations. Through mothers who were themselves unmothered. Through fathers who were never taught to tend their own softness. Through all the ways we learned to override the body in order to survive.

We feel it in the places we cannot fully open. In the relationships that mirror the love we never quite received. In the exhaustion of holding everything together while the deepest part of us waits for permission to rest.

Fully Alive is a gathering built around the return to that place. A space not of reclamation but of recognition.

Not to force anything open. Not to perform a healing. But to create the conditions where something that has been waiting a very long time finally feels safe enough to move.

Over two days we move through four elemental portals. Each one tending to a different layer of this returning. The body. The womb space within us all. The heart. The voice. Together they form a spiral from the roots of who you are back up through your full expression of yourself in the world.

This gathering holds equal reverence for the masculine and the feminine within each of us. Not as roles or identities. As energies that live in every person. The structure that makes safety possible. The softness that makes healing possible. Both are held in sacred reverence.

Bring what you are carrying. Bring the grief that has not had space to move. Bring the mother wound, the father wound, the ancestral weight, the longing for a different kind of homecoming. Bring your tenderness and your hunger and the part of you that is more ready than you think.

All genders welcome ~

Info: You will move through four portals at your own pace. Like a river finding its way. Each one holds a specific threshold. You will know when you are ready to cross it. Before anything is asked of you, you are received. This is where the journey home begins. In the body. In the ground beneath you. In the simple, profound act of being nourished before you are asked to give anything.
Intention is set here. The roots go down. You remember what it feels like to be held by something older and steadier than thought. From this place, everything else becomes possible.

Info: This is the heart of the gathering. The portal dedicated to womb healing and the tending of the mother wound.
The collective womb of humanity has been carrying a great deal. Generations of grief. Of love that could not fully land. Of mothers who were themselves unmothered. Of fathers who were never taught to tend their own softness. This portal creates a sacred container to meet all of that with compassion. To release what is not yours to carry any further. To be rebirthed into a relationship with yourself that is softer and truer than anything that came before

Info: After the firewalk the night before, after the womb has been tended, the heart is ready to open in a different way.
This portal is an invitation to fully receive yourself. Not the version still earning its worth. The real one. The one that has been quietly present through all of it. Soul care, self love, and the truth of who you are when you stop performing. You are not asked to become anything here. You are asked to let what has always been true about you finally land.

Info: Grounded in the earth. Healed in the womb. Open in the heart. Now the voice.
This portal works with the beliefs that have kept you small. The glass ceiling that lives not in the world but in the body. Through our fullest expression and the work of the throat and third eye, what has been held silent finally moves. Mental mastery does not come from forcing clarity. It comes from releasing what has been blocking it.

Info: This is where the spiral opens into something larger than itself.
After the body has been grounded. After the womb has been tended. After the heart has received and the voice has spoken. There is a fifth space. Not an element you move through so much as a space that opens when the others have done their work.
The crown. The place where the personal dissolves into the universal. Where the journey home reveals that home was never separate from the divine. This is the space between living and divinity. The place you arrive when you stop looking for it.

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Host or Publisher Chelsie Balderson