Close The Gates
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It's time my darlings, I will guide you divinely and hold a safe container protectively **
25th of July 2026 at 6pm✨️
There was a time in my life where I believed healing meant becoming “good,” “positive,” or somehow removing all darkness from within myself.
But the deeper I walked into recovery, nervous system healing, spirituality, body awareness and conscious relationship work… the more I realised something important:
What remains unseen still moves us.
The abandoned child.
The over protector.
The angry self.
The grieving self.
The numb self.
The self that learnt to survive through masking, pleasing, shutting down, avoiding or controlling.
And for years… I fell into the trap of becoming those exiled parts.
Becoming the rage.
Becoming the shutdown.
Becoming the survival response.
Becoming the wound instead of witnessing the wound.
At one point I even studied dominance training because somewhere deep inside me I believed that if I could command the darkness — then maybe my family would finally be safe.
That if I became powerful enough… nothing could hurt us again.
But survival intelligence can become its own prison when it is unconscious.
I thought shadow meant becoming consumed by it.
Now I understand shadow asks to be witnessed — not worshipped.
Now I sit differently.
Not everything hidden inside us needs exile.
Some parts simply need witnessing, safety, honesty and conscious relationship.
“Close the Gates” was born from that understanding.
Not as a glorification of darkness…
but as a conscious descent into the unseen parts of self — while keeping the pathway back to wholeness visible.
This work is deeply human to me.
It comes from lived experience.
From recovery.
From nervous system overwhelm.
From fragmentation.
From survival intelligence.
From learning how to return to my body without abandoning myself again.
And maybe that’s what healing really is sometimes:
Not becoming lighter than human…
But becoming whole enough to hold all of ourselves with awareness.
Faith louder than fear.
Stone Temple • Guiding Courage
If you prefer to do solo journeying or your own VIP cluster of family or soul groups..this can be arranged.
May you go gently in to the rest of your day 😊😍 May peace be with you 🙏 😊
There is limited places so be quick to let me know.
25th of July 2026 at 6pm✨️
There was a time in my life where I believed healing meant becoming “good,” “positive,” or somehow removing all darkness from within myself.
But the deeper I walked into recovery, nervous system healing, spirituality, body awareness and conscious relationship work… the more I realised something important:
What remains unseen still moves us.
The abandoned child.
The over protector.
The angry self.
The grieving self.
The numb self.
The self that learnt to survive through masking, pleasing, shutting down, avoiding or controlling.
And for years… I fell into the trap of becoming those exiled parts.
Becoming the rage.
Becoming the shutdown.
Becoming the survival response.
Becoming the wound instead of witnessing the wound.
At one point I even studied dominance training because somewhere deep inside me I believed that if I could command the darkness — then maybe my family would finally be safe.
That if I became powerful enough… nothing could hurt us again.
But survival intelligence can become its own prison when it is unconscious.
I thought shadow meant becoming consumed by it.
Now I understand shadow asks to be witnessed — not worshipped.
Now I sit differently.
Not everything hidden inside us needs exile.
Some parts simply need witnessing, safety, honesty and conscious relationship.
“Close the Gates” was born from that understanding.
Not as a glorification of darkness…
but as a conscious descent into the unseen parts of self — while keeping the pathway back to wholeness visible.
This work is deeply human to me.
It comes from lived experience.
From recovery.
From nervous system overwhelm.
From fragmentation.
From survival intelligence.
From learning how to return to my body without abandoning myself again.
And maybe that’s what healing really is sometimes:
Not becoming lighter than human…
But becoming whole enough to hold all of ourselves with awareness.
Faith louder than fear.
Stone Temple • Guiding Courage
If you prefer to do solo journeying or your own VIP cluster of family or soul groups..this can be arranged.
May you go gently in to the rest of your day 😊😍 May peace be with you 🙏 😊
There is limited places so be quick to let me know.
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