Insecure Men

*This is a standing show*
Saul Adamczewski spent the summer of 2024 living in a cupboard in the South London suburb of Tulse Hill. No band, no girlfriend. Certainly no money. When you’ve lost your job as the tea boy for a Rastafarian meth dealer, where exactly is there left to go? Life, for the songwriter in his mid-thirties, had darkened. “I thought that the chewing gum on the floor in Brixton was artworks with my face on it,” remembers Adamczewski of his frayed psychological state. “Quite severe psychosis. Mental health services were called.” Adamczewski has lived with mental health challenges all of his life, but the hallucinations brought on by psychosis were worse than anything he had previously experienced. Going weeks without a proper meal, Adamczewski became very, very unwell.