HELD - A Cacao Journey to Surrender

HELD is a guided cacao ceremony that invites you into the medicine of your body, your breath, and your boundaries. Together, we sip the ancient heart-opening plant spirit Mama Cacao and explore the energetic portals of:

✨ Release – Letting go of control, stories, tension, and shame

✨ Receptivity – Opening to pleasure, presence, and connection

✨ Ritual – Creating intentional space to honor your kink identity as sacred

This is a space of deep permission.

A container where all of you is welcome—your softness, your structure, your longing, your resistance.

Mama Cacao is not just chocolate.

She is a sacred plant spirit with a mother-like energy—one who holds you, softens your armor, and helps you open to receive love, safety, and pleasure.

She works as a heart alchemist, inviting you to shed fear, dissolve shame, and reconnect with your inner child and the pulse of Mother Nature herself. But don’t be fooled by her sweetness—Mama is a powerful medicine, a weaver of realms, and a guide to the deepest portals of the heart.

Her role in our medicine family is to awaken the 5D technology already within you—your heart—the gateway to your truth, your power, and your ability to surrender into divine connection.

Cacao contains natural compounds that enhance this experience, including:

💖 Theobromine – Expands the blood vessels, gently stimulates the body, and increases heart energy

😌 Anandamide – Known as the "bliss molecule," promoting calm, peace, and euphoria

💘 Phenylethylamine (PEA) – The love chemical, released when you fall in love or feel deep connection

When you sip ceremonial cacao with intention, you’re not just drinking a plant—you’re saying yes to being softened, awakened, and held.

Alongside Mama Cacao, you’ll also be supported by Aurelius, a crystalline light being and mineral ally known as a DNA activator.

Aurelius carries the frequency of the Golden Light Body—a radiant field of solar consciousness that helps you:

✨ Expand and clear the auric field

✨ Activate your crystalline blueprint

✨ Illuminate your truth and awaken your spiritual gifts

This sunlight-coded medicine moves through your energetic system like a cosmic detox, helping to recalibrate your frequency and anchor higher timelines into the body.

Together, Mama Cacao and Aurelius offer a deeply grounding and activating experience—one that opens your heart, clears your field, and supports your surrender into sacred embodiment.

In this 2-hour ceremony, you will be gently guided into an immersive experience of surrender, embodiment, and sacred connection.

Together, we will move through:

✅ A ceremonial cacao ritual to open the heart and body

✅ A shamanic journey to meet the Medicine Spirit of Mama Cacao, where you’ll explore what it means to surrender and receive her wisdom

✅ Energetic Alchemy to support deep emotional release, spiritual connection, and the clearing of stagnant or blocked energy

✅ Somatic practices to support nervous system regulation and emotional release

✅ Breathwork and gentle movement to help melt tension and deepen into receptivity

✅ Intentions and integration to help you ground the experience and carry it forward with clarity and care

This is a sacred container, not a play party.

It’s a ritual space where kink meets spirit, where you are invited to drop deeper into your truth—held in reverence, not performance.

🧺 What You’ll Need:

🧘‍♀️ A yoga mat and blanket – to stay grounded and comfortable during the ceremony

🖊️ Journal & pen – for reflections, insights, and integration

☕ A mug for your cacao – choose one that feels special to you and honors the spirit of the ceremony

💧 A water bottle – to stay hydrated and support your body throughout the experience

🕯️ An item to place on the altar – bring something sacred or meaningful to you (a collar, rope, candle, crystal, etc.) to be charged with the energy we create together. When you place it on the altar, it becomes an energetic anchor—amplified and infused with the intentions of the ceremony.

🌺 An offering – bring something to gift the spirit of Mama Cacao in honor of the medicine she will share with you. This can be a flower, a piece of fruit, a poem, a written prayer, or any symbolic object that comes from your heart. Offerings are a sacred exchange—a way to honor the spirit and thank her for the healing, softness, and connection she brings.

💓 An open heart ready to receive – come as you are, with a willingness to soften, connect, and be held

Host or Publisher Christa Rose