Eradicating the Inner War: A Journey Inward for Healthcare Professionals

The outer conflicts we see in the world often mirror the battles within ourselves that we are not taking care of. Especially those who work in healthcare as Physicians, Nurses, Social workers, Caregivers, Nurses, Psychologists, Psychiatric support, Directors and others who serve humanity.

You know the part of you that hates to be around anyone after a day or week of work. The part of you that is just tired of people, and at the same time have to care for them. Jealous of those who have more freedom and seem so happy every day! Dealing with triggers that often arise during your workday, in which of course you stuff down within reason only to never address them again. It’s like they go in your imaginary storage box right in your consciousness.

Shadow Work is what we call it in the spiritual world of evolution. And we know that change starts from within. The problem is we work so much, get easily distracted with social media, being on call 24/7, family, appointments, shopping and making new friends…. what did I forget? Oh, and anything fun is almost out the window unless you have a day off that no one is calling you to gossip!

For decades, we’ve blamed society, politics, and circumstances for our struggles. Then there we are at the therapist every week only to talk the same story, unless you have a good one and you get homework. But true peace comes from facing and healing the inner war within each of us. I am speaking about addressing your trauma, inner child wounding and issues with your parents. Let’s also mention the society of programming and your belief systems and all the brainwashing that comes from outside world occurrences. It’s the only way but, you have to be willing to dive deep. You have to be willing to do the work. You have to make time. You have to change the inner world to see your outerworld change.

For many years, I experienced an inner conflict, a silent battle between my traumatized inner child and the darker aspects of myself. As a Healthcare administrator for over 3 decades-I made the money, I had the home, I had the car, I had stability and lived “the dream”, well that is what society told me. Inside, I was ridden with stress, turned to addictive vices, feelings of loneliness, and bitterness. It’s like people actually thought being on call 24/7 and no break was actually normal. You get my drift?  My days off, I was catching up on sleep and running errands or seeing family. No wonder I had no energy to do anything. This inner war affected every part of my life until I discovered the power of shadow work and how to heal on deeper levels to find inner balance.

• Do you feel an ongoing inner conflict that you can’t seem to resolve? 
• Do you find that spiritual work feels hard, and your life is constantly under review? 
• Are you constantly working extra hours and drowning yourself in work stuff, and neglecting you…maybe your kids?

Perhaps you see the shadow creeping in just when things are going well, trying to keep you safe from harm and self-sabotage.

If therapy feels like it’s taking you deeper into the rabbit hole and not addressing the root of your problems, it might be time for a different approach. 

• Are you tired of blame and judgment within yourself? 
• Do you desire or have a curiosity about a more spiritually aligned life?
• Do you feel like no matter what you do, nothing changes? 
• Do you feel you're constantly giving until drained?
• Do you find yourself stressed, and neglect your own emotional wellbeing?

This is how you know if you have an inner chaos/conflict. Take a look below.

• Constant back and forth mentally and emotionally.

• Do you spiritually bypass when emotion comes up pretending that everything is going well and I am good and self-destruct?

• Shut down in relationships both at home and outside of the home. 

• Trouble communicating your truth?

• You have done work on yourself spiritually, some therapy and still feel like you can’t get to the root because you keep playing out old patterns and continue to feel like you are not authentically you at work and everywhere else in your life.

• You won’t allow yourself to be happy.

• Feel like you are up against another you.

• You want to go deeper on a soul level- tired of wearing a mask!

• You feel like this is as good as it gets.

• Feelings of hopelessness.

• Feel lost. Coming from one world and into a world that is unknown and scary.

• Constant inner battle and self-sabotage
• Hesitation to finish what you start
• Imposter syndrome
• Burnt, bitter, and angry inside, but show up all dressed up leaving your luggage at the workplace doorstep?
• Victim Consciousness
• Chaos and confusion
• Unresolved trauma and negative self-talk
• A desire to live a more spiritually oriented life
• You have had enough!
• Someone who is ready to leave the old life behind and start something magical, empowering, and positive

You Identify with one or more of these Inner Conflicts:

• Mental and emotional back-and-forth
• Spiritual bypassing and self-distraction
• Shutdowns/Self Sabotage in relationships
• Persistent feelings of depression and lack of joy
• No energy
• “Can’t take this anymore” attitude.
• Fear of the unknown and leaving others behind

What You Will Learn:

How the inner war is also the outer conflicts you see.

How triggers are gifts to show you what energy you are holding.

Education on what Shadow work is and why it’s the gateway to deeper spirituality.

Expect high soul coaching and healing right on the spot.

Expect to get some answers on why this part of you has been in battle, and you have been.

in a fight with yourself this whole time….

A guide to support you in Spiritual evolution and inner revolution

Bring your body back into empowerment

Learning how to work with energy at work and spiritually protect yourself

Release the victim’s consciousness and trauma bonds to people-pleasing

Learning to Re-envision life

Embrace your true self and live a more fulfilling, spiritually aligned life. You must be willing to change, or nothing will change. 

This takes work and devotion. Are you ready?

Joann worked in Healthcare Operations for 30 years, pushing her into her own Spiritual Awakening. On her self-discovery journey of dark and light- she found the only way out of the dark was through facing herself and the pain held in her heart over the years. 

Joann helps people remove subconscious blocks to empower themselves and move out of trauma and addiction consciousness. As a medical intuitive, she supports the ASCENSION process of humanity. Her mission is to awaken fellow humans helping them be empowered and loosen the grip of control from old consciousness and belief systems. Joann holds the highest frequency of Love, and the ability to assist with integration of the multi-faceted self. 

Joann Malanga understands life challenges, transition, integration of shadow and the expectations life places on us. Taking conscious living to the next level, her keen self-awareness, strong intuition, and servant leadership skills, enable her to relate profoundly with people, at any age, religion and ethnic background. Her ancient wisdom of healing uproots traumas that are suppressed from childhood, often causing physical and/or mental manifestation of pain. She teaches you how to unfold into your everyday life, rather than resisting it, carrying the energy to support you to elevate your consciousness to the next level with coaching and energy healing. 

According to Joann, Shamanic Healing works on the spiritual side of problems and illness seeking to recover a person's lost power, restore life-force energy and remove energies attached to the energy field of humans. This enhances the ability to create desired life changes, increases vitality and expanses wholeness and wellbeing by releasing old patterns, addictions, trauma and gaining a strong bond to source energy. High levels of Consciousness are brought to the table, an assessment of belief systems and renewal blueprint is grounded in the now. 

Joann is here to awaken and support you in your ascension of humanity with Shadow Aspect Work integration, hands on healing, Shamanic practices, and energy clearing. There has never been a better time then now. 

Joann holds a Master’s degree in Business Administration and Liberal Arts (played this role for 30 years as an Executive Director for Healthcare Facilities in NJ). She is Certified Soul Integration Coach, Universal Rays Practitioner- RTT Hypnotherapist-Shamanic Practitioner- Shadow Integration Specialist, Energy worker. 

She has multiple certifications as Universal Healing Rays Practitioner, Reiki Master, Student of the Universal Path of Light, Love and Mystery School Under In’Easa Mabu Ishtar, Teacher and Guide. She holds the gift of an Open Channel and can readily see through any aspect that is in the way. Now, Owner of The Integrative Conscious Vibe.

Host or Publisher Joann Malanga, Spiritual Integrative Coach, Shamanic Practiciner/Energy Gur